Hello my readers. As you guys know, today 10th of May is the day where all mums are celebrated for all their sacrifices that they have done to ensure the family is as going as well as ever.

So, what have you guys done to appreciate your mother and show her some love on this day?
What have you done to tell her than you love her? Or did you even just show your appreciation by just saying a simple I Love You?

Well, i don’t know about you people, but as for me, i have never done anything for her, not even a simple I Love You. I know it sounds sad but I’ve grown in a family where affection are rarely being publicly shown or even in the comfort of my home.

I remember the times where i use to be really really mischievous during my schooling days which really made my mum all worried about me every single day. Throughout  my schooling years, I’ve never gave peace to her. It is always worries regardless of what matter it involves, from girls, to fights, to me getting into trouble with the teachers and finally GAH< EXAMS! =_=

Talking about this certainly made me remised on all the memories of my past and all the trouble i got into but was actually saved by my mum. This just makes me appreciate my mum more and more although the fact that i have always been very very michevious and make her worry and not to mention being rude and rebellious which always made her break down into tears.

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I am sure dear readers who want to know what problems that i have brought to my mum and how she saved my ass, and how i always shatter her heart no matter how much i love her and all.

I remember during my schooling times, when i was in Standard 4, I’ve always never done my homework and always being punished until the teacher is fed up that she called my mother. My mum being the protective type defended me well and whallah i am safe. Well, for that moment only. As soon as i reach home, hell broke lose and marks are all over my body. =_= Means i kena rotan la….. ! LOL

I remember also during my exam year, UPSR to be exact, my mum has always been constantly finding tutors to tutor me. She even went as far as to Pusat Tuisyen Kancil at Sunway. How do we get there? By bus la duh! And the tuisyen is always 6 hours, so my mum will be patiently waiting there for me. Aww, isn’t she such a nice mum? I KNOW! xD =)

Primary school i wasn’t that rebellious but as soon as i step into secondary school, life has been hell for my mum. I got into lotsa trouble that my mum has nothing left to say to me except to just rotan me. LOL.

When i was form 1, i tend to always mix with girls a lot that my exam results were real bad. I even got caught by teacher once for writting love letter. By again, my mum to the rescue. To stop all these nonsense, my mum then shifted me to Methodist Boys School ( ALL GUYS ).

But like i said, as a rebellious and michevious guy, shifting there just made me worse. Imagine confusion is just beside my school, Kasturi and Convent is just a stone throw away. xD How i made my mum sad? I dated with a number of girls and ignore my mothers warning to not have a gf. xD

And by the way, here is a dark secret, when i was in form 2, I stole my mums money. My mum was really heartbroken but thankfully as all mother loves their child, she forgave me and never ask me to repay her or whatever. It is quite a large sum for your information. But again, she did not say anything, instead she increase my allowance and ask me to ask her for money if i do not have enough. I know i know, i really feel bad okay. Its the worst blow ever. My mum is just so good. =(

There is a lot more of her sacrifices she has done but its just too long to be listed here. Ill just summarize it. It is because of her my PMR i have 6A’s and SPM 5A’s. If its not because of her ill flunk all because i was being led away from my studies by distraction such as girlfriends and stuff. Apart from that, my mum has always been very very nice to me. Anything i asked her to buy, she buys. Maybe for start she will just ignore but as times pass by, she will at last buy for me. Example: Handphone. Laptop, my DSLR, my first camera, trip to Singapore and etc etc.

Oh yeah here is the sad part, she was sick a few years ago. She got… oh well. Im not going to tell. All i can tell is that she need surgery. And with God’s grace she is safe. If she is not, i dont know what i will do without her. =)

Although she has sacrifise a lot to me, ive never tell her I love You. Maybe i am just not use to it. My whole family doesnt do that. Oh well. But heck i know what she has done to me and i am appreciatve enough to tell you guys that everytime i go anywhere, i always remember about her. Like when i was in SG, i bought a watch for her. =)

To sums things up, people, don’t be like me. Don’t be the person who never tell your mother that you love her. Please don’t. And never hurt your mother like how i did. I have been very ashamed of myself. But i am changing slowly. I try not to be rude to her and always be obedient to her. I wanna be her son that she will be proud off. I really do. As for now, all i can do is to tell you mum ,

I REALLY LOVE YOU AND APPRECIATE ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HAVE SACRFISED, ITS JUST THAT I AM NOT USED TO SHOWING AFFECTION FOR YOU. I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS IVE DONE, and I HOPE YOU’LL FORGIVE ME! =(

Happy Mother’s Day!

oh yeah what did i have for today?

Since its mother’s day, my grandma made asam laksa. YUMMY!

*before the gravy*

*with gravy*

*when everything was mixed up*

MY GRANDMA’s LAKSA IS SO GOOD even the Kek Lok Si LAKSA was beaten down to its knees! =)

peace. =)

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